Dear NBC,

My Generation was a great show. I miss it. Please bring it back. I may not have been able to watch it on the television in my family room, but I had no time. Hulu was my only chance to see such a great show!

PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE!

Fears

This last Saturday I watched Paranormal Activity. There were some scary moments in the movie and I was completely freaked out at the end. Like... this was my face>>>:O

I was confused; was it real? or fake?

Kyle then told me it was fake so I felt better. But I still ran to the car and screamed "LOCK THE DOORS!"

Paranormal Activity 2 definitely had more jumpy moments. And I'm left with the thought of "wtf?"

During the day I don't fear demons or crazy people breaking into my house, just at night. Little noises freak me out. Shadows, doors not all the way against the wall.

I leave my closet door wide open with clothes in front of it so as to make sure no on is behind the door or can jump into my closet. (Christopher and Rachele prefer the closet door closed, which I find discomforts me more than if it were open).

Dentist

Some people really do not like going to the dentist. I am not one of those people. I absolutely love the deep cleaning of my teeth. Though I do not like sharp objects and needles. Everyday brushing/ mouth washing of my teeth just isn't good enough for me. Dental assistants just know how to get it done!

Today I went and apparently there was a cavity that had not been filled last time (because I forgot and never made the appointment lol) so it was filled today. It didn't bother me at all, so I wasn't scared of the procedure. Then, when the Novocaine came the dental assistant stuck me in the lip with the needle (on accident, I'm sure both of us moved without realizing it). Anyways, it really hurt and I bled. And once the needle was in the right place (back right gums) it still hurt like hell when the needle went in. But when asked how it felt I replied, "It's okay." LIES! I really hate needles so I was freaking out, knuckles clenched in my pockets, tears ready... AH!

Then the rest of the procedure happened, lots of drool. But in the end it didn't hurt very much. Sure there is a little numb pain, not as much as it would if I never got it filled.

After dinner tonight, the excitement of using my new brushing tools was filling me! I brushed using my new tooth brush, brushed my gums using a new tooth brush, massaged inbetween my gums with new tooth picks, and rinsed with a very nice mouth wash.

My mouth is healthy and happy and so am I. (Except the fact that I am actually kinda sick, but that's beside the point!)

HAPPY BRUSHING!

Schoolio

History midterm was handed out Monday October 18 and due next Monday October 25. It is now Thursday October 21 (7:43pm) and I have yet to start. FML.

Dear Parentals,

Please don't involve me in your fights. Thanks.

Sincerely,

Your daughter

Please? Maybe for Christmas?

Kings Of Leon - Radioactive

They drink Jarrito;)

blogging

Sometimes I feel like I am going nowhere in life.

does want!

I really want these Hello Kitty rain boots so I can go to the pumpkin patch:)

Jason Derulo - In My Head (Video)

Brian Joo - In My Head

What Do You Want to Do Before You Die?

"For every one time I smile, I want to make 1,000 more smile."

Epitaph

"Lived it full,

Lived it well"

Martian Child

Today was my first time seeing the movie "Martian Child." My mom had bought the movie a few months back when Hollywood video was going out of business. John Cusack is my favorite actor, so of course I bought it.

While watching "Martian Child" I was filled with sorrow, happiness.... really, so many emotions that I can't even put into words. I basically cried through the whole movie.

After the movie I realized more than ever that when I am older and have a stable life I want to adopt. My mom once told me that adoption is a bad idea because you never know what kind of kid you're going to get. But isn't that the same as birthing a child? Don't get me wrong, I want children birthed from me, but I want to adopt. Essentially, give a child a better life than the one they currently have.

This may be just me ranting, but I know in my heart that one day I will adopt.

Tyler Reside

I knew Tyler for the last year or so of middle school and partly through high school. We were never close, but I always knew he was a a nice guy. So many people have good things to say about him and so many good stories. Tyler was always smiling, he is probably smiling now look down at all his friends and family, seeing how much they all care for him. It's a shame more people couldn't know Tyler Reside, but he lives on in everyone's heart that knew him and I'm sure they will go through their lives thinking of Tyler. I pray for all his friends and family.

"Precious in the sight of the LORD is the death of his saints." - Psalm 116:15 (NIV)

God Bless.